In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Propyl...

DPT helps two people in a jam

Substances: DPT

It was K's birthday tonight, and R and I went over there around 9PM. This girl M that I know (but not real well) showed up shortly thereafter. Other people were over, and other things happened (hey, it was a party), but they don't really have any relevance to this trip report, so I'll spare the details. Anyway, she sat down and caught my eye and asked me how I'd been recently, and we began talking. I talked to her more than anyone else there, and I was sort of semi-consciously aware that I was flirting.

Anyway, around 12:45, R and I left because we had planned this DPT trip, so we went back to my apartment and cut out a little bit. Probably about 35mg each. He seemed to be feeling unsure about his place in life, etc, so I figured a little spirit medicine was in order. We insufflated, then sat and talked about random things for a little over an hour. At one point he just looked at me with a sort of surprised expression and said basically "Damn! Yeah! It all makes sense now." He explained that he felt as if a beam of sunlight was rippling into the back of his head, making him see the flow of his life. He felt as if a switch had been flipped, and things made sense all of the sudden. He said he agreed with me that there is something special about DPT, that it does have some kind of healing magic unique to it, as if working on a more basic level than LSD et al.

As for myself, I stopped and realized I'd been flirting with a girl. I'd let myself get pretty hung up over B, and when I was going through nicotine withdrawals, the depression from that really hit me again, with force. I hadn't really paid much attention to any girls in a while. As the DPT came on, though, I began to look back over the evening and realized fully what I'd been doing with M, and it was a really liberating feeling. I'm sure it was just a meaningless situational thing, but just the fact that I was paying attention to a girl who wasn't B felt good. I feel the click of a brainswitch flicking. Turn your head just a little, and the whole scene changes. There are other fish in the sea, to use an overworked cliche.

R left around 2:15AM. We were mostly down at this point. I took a little booster and played guitar and got on the Internet for a while, and just thought about life. Felt great. It dawned on me that as far as my allies go, I have a Holy Trinity - The Father (ayahuasca, the powerful vengeful or playful, but always wise entity), the Son (san pedro, the loving one), and the Holy Spirit (DPT, the gentle one who inspires you to action). Damn Catholic upbringing I guess! It seems almost impossible to use this substance without being forced to examine and re-examine at least one aspect of your life... its such a subtle, gentle forcing, but very deep and healing. It helps you not only to see, but to do. I woke up today with alot less weight on my shoulders.

The Holy Propyl Spirit is good medicine.