Yab-Yum

a very sexual tale

Substances: 5-MeO-DMT

2.5 + 2.5MG 5MEO-DMT, first experience with this substance:

Afternoon. I measured out 100 MG. of 5Meo and 900 MG "Shamanic Smoking Blend" I powdered the Smoking Blend in a coffee grinder prior to measuring it out. I then mixed the 5Meo with a few ML. of 100 Proof vodka. After stirring for 5 minuts or so the 5Meo was completely dissolved in the vodka. To this mix I added the 900 MG of Shamanic smoking blend. After mixing for a few minutes the herb has absorbed most of the MEO containing liquid. I pour the mixture out onto a small hand mirror and set it in a warm place to dry.

Early Evening:

I take 2 grams of GHB in the form of 1,4 BDO. I measure out 100 MG. of the smoking blend/5MEO admixture on a mirror and split this into 4 equal piles. According to my calculations this 100 MG of herb should now contain 10 MG. of 5meo. I load one pile (2.5 MG. 5Meo total.) into a small brass pipe. I lay down naked on my waterbed and my goddess/lover gets out of the shower a few minutes later and lays beside me to be my sitter for the trip. We are listening to a camel CD and watching a porn flick. I smoke most of the bowl in one toke and feel the beginnings of an entheogening experience. Things get weird. I smoke the rest of the bowl and lie back on my pile of pillows. I move towards a feeling of disconnection from my body. Not in any bad sense but in a sense that I no longer can or perhaps care to move. A sense of awe enters me and the music is enhanced quite a bit. I feel good. My lover lays a hand on my heart and asks "Are you still there?" I mumble yes. She snuggles up beside me and I feel warmed by her love.

After a few more minutes after the peak has passed I load another bowl of herb containing 2.5 MG of 5Meo. My lover gets us wet as I lay on my back with her on top of me. She slides me inside of her and we lie together that way with our hearts beating together. I ask her to sit up and after she does so I smoke the whole bowl in one toke. My goddess lies back down on top of me with me inside her still and I feel the 5Meo enter my conciousness. I feel pulses of energy running down my core to my sex chakra. Each time a pulse arrives at the base of my spine my penis pulses inside my lover. With each pulse I feel our beings merging closer into each other. the pulses build tempo and my lover seems to enjoy this as she moans with each pulse. I feel totally melted into her and it is a wonderful feeling. Kinda like being taken back into the warm safe womb of the mother goddess. Time loses meaning. As I begin the descent to baseline I ask my lover to roll over and I enter her with me on top. I build rapidly to an intense orgasm.

Quite a nice first time experience with 5Meo. Looking forward to further experinces. I feel the dose of GHB prior to the 5Meo enhanced the set of the experience and diminished the possibility of any sort of fear reaction, setting the stage for a very positive experience. Sex was enhanced quite a bit with feelings of closeness enhanced to a feeling of merged souls.