2C-T-2 Megadose

an unpleasant experience

Substances: 2C-T-2

I have a high tolerance for everything. Herbals or Kava Kava have no effect at all (I even overdosed 20+ times on Kava once, no effect). 100 mg of MDMA is the absolute minimum for me. Drugs take long to kick in, MDMA never less than one hour. There's only one exception: mushrooms. Usually i start to feel something after 5 (!) minutes. I doubt it's the actual psylocibin though, but it's pleasant nevertheless.

Same story with 2C-T-2. The first time I did it I didn't feel anything, really. I took 8 mg at once and added 2 mg each quarter of an hour, ending at 16. I felt the buzz, but no visuals. Music seemed a bit more spatious and my body felt slightly speedy.

Decided i needed to explore 2C-T-2 to the max and bought 32 mgs total. That would be a fourfold overdose (I like the word overdose, it's got something dramatic to it, don't you think?). It's been 6 months ago so i can't remember all the details, but here we go.

Took 16 mg (two pills) at once. It's a bit chilly outside, so i decided to stay indoors. No companions, just me, myself and I. Unplugged the phones, locked the door and closed the curtains. No visitors for me, tonight.

After one hour, still no effects. I remember drinking a multivitamin or just juice with another 8 mg. T+ 1:15, still no effects. Decided to take the last 8 mgs at once, even knowing the non-linear reponse people have to this (he should have known better, Capt'n!).

At T+ 1:30 I started to feel the effects. Even as I'm writing this, i still can feel how it felt like (I always have that, cool eh?). Feels like amphetamines kicking in. Mild trembling, anxiety. No physically unpleasant stuff. Decided to put on 'Hidden Treasures: the Isle of Ra' and got down on the floor, right in between the two speakers. Music is nice. By now the intensity is rapidly increasing and I start feeling a bit uncomfortable. I should tell you that the setting was nowhere near perfect. I have a girlfriend, but she was with her parents at the time. I had not told her i was going to trip (even though i only decided upon tripping the day before). So i felt uncomfortable, knowing i had to tell her (we have the tell-everything kind of relationship). She doesn't approve, but condones (if that's the English word I'm looking for).

At T+ 2:00 things are starting to get really heavy. I go upstears and ly in my bed. Put on 'New Dark Times' from Sunscreem on my headphones and that is when things started getting really bizarre. I was at least on level two, going into three. No visuals though. The 2C-T-2 was kicking in real hard and then i realised that this was just the first 16 mg. There was a lot more to come, and indeed, a lot more came.

As with the first time, visualising thoughts was easy, with my eyes closed. The first time on 2C-T-T I was listening to a really hard acid CD and i visualised an orgy. It was so real that when i woke up afterwards, i was sad that i had unprotected sex. *That* real.

This time things got even weirder. I imagined a half-naked chick sitting on top of me and she was there (eyes closed). She was there. The music playing was unfuckingreal. My thoughts were unfuckingreal. I didn't really see things like you have with 'shrooms or LSD, but my thoughts simply materialised before me. I wouldn't describe it as CEVs though. It was just out and out weird.

Lying there with my eyes closed, i knew i was fucked. T+ 2:15 and tripping very, very hard. I remember thinking: don't try this at home, kids. My thoughts were just totally fucked. I would open my eyes just to get a grip of reality, but reality would fade away after a few seconds. Then i would close my eyes again, because i did not want to have OEVs.

The next few hours are vague. I can remember trying to jerk off, taking my clothes off, running through the entire house naked. I can remember going to the cellar, naked, spotting some old TV-Guides for nude women. I can remember going up and down the stairs again and again. I can remember going to the toilet for a shit, wiping my ass and looking at the toiletpaper. I can remember going to the toilet to do exactly the same again, after one minute. I was just completely fucked. Music did not compute, internally. I was listening to a mixed CD, but the songs did not blend. Instead, when the next tune started playing, a new world would start in my mind. I got dressed, then undressed myself. I tried to jerk off again but was tripping too hard. Got dressed again. Got in bed. Out of bed. Onto the sofa. Watched some TV, tried to jerk off again (to a butt-and-thighs shaper). I got cold. I felt miserable. I was past the phase "Oh God i want this to end". I was past anywhere i had ever been. Yet there were *no* cool trippy effects like with 'shrooms or LSD. I did not enjoy the trip.

At T+ 6:00, I think, i got dressed again and made myself a stawberry-jam sandwich. I put on my coat, unlock the door and got out. I only walked for 2 minutes, then got back in. Locked the door again. Took off my coat. Went to the toilet again. It was hell.

After a while i managed to fall asleep. The next day I woke up completely sober, as is always the case, with no ill side-effects, as is too always the case with psychedelics. I haven't even looked at the stuff since. For two months i didn't have any need to take any drugs whatsoever. After a while i felt like taking E again, but until now, i haven't had any drugs, not even alcohol, since. I'm planning on taking GHB and MDMA, possibly combined with 2C-T-2. But the real reason I'm planning on doing it again is because it's legal, and therefore easy to get. If this were to be scheduled, i would probably not take it.

Lessons learned: it is possible to overdose (It happed only once before, with speed). The trip confirmed that set & setting is very important. It also made clear that i don't want to take high doses of drugs alone, anymore. The problem with that is that it's simply impossible for me to take low doses. So right now i need a good trip-buddy :)