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Remember anything?I am going to stop the universe Substances: DMT I am not a habitue of this experience having but tried it once. But I can recollect most of the 'journey'( this is with one large toke organic extract from acacia lasting 25 min.Dark candlelit room) Do people forget more on synthetic, 5meo or because of dosage and set? It comes shooting at me like a matrix wall of pulsating neon flouro pink, white, blues. Each bit is talking/ moving backwards and forwards'Look around look around...' I put my hands through my bodies.Floating in space with all the rest of me's into infinity. No time to think. I die from astonishment .My ego freaks in.Fear of mortal loss. I make sound with hand raised in' pinchlike o.k.' mudra.nyow nyow... They all press closer peering in, chiding ignorance 'Whats he doing?' I am going to stop the universe, "hes going to stop the universe" I stop .Everything melts.and again. Years later of them patiently waiting for me to see them panic starts up again i scream,' where the Fuck am i....' My hands grab at the floor which is now grass like lawn.I am in a tipi.Hands are on my shoulders, kind female voices say,' we love you ' All the "chirping fractal denizens of the unconscious" are making a greater stereogram .Refocus your i. A row of bare chested men in tunics, looking canadian indian, lean over me. They have reptile/birds heads/masks. The room starts to appear again. Goblin golliwogs swing to and fro from the furniture and scamper into the dark corners. I remember all this in the afterglow morning feeling gravity. It comes back that night and the next for two weeks slowy fading in intensity. I have two dreams later in the year of taking dmt with lesser but same feeling and can access that surrender dissolvingness while on lsd and cannabis.
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