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Sex with the Universe2C-B and Ketamine If you've ever wanted to become a magician this is a sure way to do it. But let me warn you before hand that being the magician isn't always fun. Imagine holding a glowing fireball in your hands that represents the universe while making love to it. Imagine that while making love to it you are slicing it open with sharp painful razorblades that make the blood ooze out of it. That's one metaphor for what happened to me. Its really quite impossible to explain what it is I was at that point when the two molecules collided with each other, but it sure seemed like a battle of love. On the one hand I had the strange 2cbeeness that represents half love, half dancing beautiful colour. On the other hand I had that powerful force called Ketamine which was ripping right through the 2cb molding it into a chaotic vortex of past, present and future. Moments of my immediate past danced infront of me with orgasmic colours, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Every once in a while it was as if I could controlled that powerful black hole that was brilliantly vibrating at intensities I had never felt heard, or seen before, and I was seeing these vibrations. And I was also hearing them, high pitched screaming rotations (kinda like nitrous... but more intense) were zizagging through me at the speed of... well... there was no speed but it seemed like the speed of light. Every sense (sound, colour, emotion, smell, touch) collided into itself creating a dazzling display of fireworks and firesounds. How do you describe the undescribable? This trip has definetly made me a poet, a magician, but a magician and poet of the senses... It IS truly wonderful. Back then I was the magician, now I am the poet trying to put in words what one can only BE... Scientifically speaking it was pretty fucking weird. I thought I understood the universe during those moments (there was no time, and definetly no space.) Trailers (moving my hand infront of me) seemed to last for at least 3 seconds... but there were trailers of sound, sense, smell, and emotion too... really funky stuff. Moving my hand infront of my face I saw it repeated, in different colours and smells, trailing after itself.... If I really had to sum it up, I would say the 2cb+ketamine experience was like fucking the universe... BTW... this was 20mg 2cb + 200 mg i.m Ketamine... Oh.... and DON'T try this unless you've tried like 2000 acid hits and 500mg 2cb at least.... This was some serious shit... Of course... the monkey repeated the experiment 2 days later (this time less 2cb, but an MAOI-A added) but that's another story. Pain is oh soooo temporary =)
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