Bufo Alvarus

A Poetic Account

Substances: Bufotenine, Salvia divinorum

I was outside smoking my tobacco pipe and saw a critter in the snow. So I looked closer and saw it was a toad.

"You must be lost", I said.

"Yup" said the toad, "I took a wrong turn somewhere and ended up in the mountains!"

I watched him for a minute and he looked at me kinda strange, I asked him if he would like to come inside.

"That would be nice", he said.

I brought him in and we talked abit, seems he came out of the ground for the "Gaia Mind" event. I told him I was going to smoke some Salvia for it, and he said, "Great idea! But I can help you also." His name is Boofy.

So at 10:30 I smoked a little Salvia and Boofy told me to look directly into his eyes, which I did. Then he told me to take a deep breath and hold it in, so I did. As I was holding in my breath, he told me to close my eyes and think of the Gaia Mind. Which I did.

My human reality dissolved and a warm sensation came over me. I was in the Gaia Mind, my ego stayed intact but my physical body slowly dissoved. I was aware of who and where I was, but the visions and the feeling was great. I was in the Gaia Mind. I experienced many thoughts and was aware that there is something big happening to the Earth. I was a part of it and told the Earth that anything I can do for her I will. I dedicated myself to the Gaia Mind. We both thanked the toad and the Earth told me that the toad is a powerful friend of hers. I was washed away.

I opened my eyes at 10:45 and Boofy had already left. I was in a state of bliss. I felt so relaxed and warm. The Earth said that is a blessing to you for dedicating yourself to me. I thanked her, then went to our bedroom and layed in bed with the blankets over me. I haven't felt so calm and relaxed in a long time. The toad connected me with Gaia and Earth rewarded me with a wonderful sensation that lasts till now.

The Earth is going through some changes, some great ones. My purpose is to be a part of that change.