Dots and Curves

first experience with 2C-B

Substances: 2C-B

Anyway, I made this story up in my head last Saturday and it's pure fictional, I promise. :)

After months of reading every single word about 2C-B that I could find, thinking it all over about a thousand times, I finally drank 15 mg of it dissolved in water, at 8.45 pm. So, I guess I stared at the glass for about 20 minutes before I finally dared, but hey, this was my first time... ;) My boyfriend, Rhodium, waited for me to feel ready for it, and then he drank 20 mg. It didn't taste much worse than water (which I don't, by the way, like the taste of very much), only stronger.

I was very nervous about what was going to happen, since you can never know very much about a drug until you've tried it, just like you can't know anything about a feeling before you've felt it... I kept jumping up and down and walking back and forth, and decided to go out on irc for a while. That would give me something else to think about, while it would also calm me down very effectively. No one was there, so I and Rhodium started to watch a Donald Duck-movie where he explores the world of mathematics...

At about this time, I started to feel the first effects of the 2C-B... I was very giggly since I was so nervous, and I laughed a lot at the movie. It got more interesting than it would be without drugs, and I suppose that me being so nervous did a whole lot too... :) Colors started to get a little more intense, but not much. I remember especially one point of the movie, where the story-teller says to Donald: "Look at the condition of your mind!", which we found very amusing at the time, and kept on laughing hysterically for a couple of minutes... ;)

After that laugh, it was time for me to enter the bathroom, mostly to check my makeup, since I had laughed so much that I started to cry, and a little to look at myself in the mirror. Rhodium followed me, since he said I might not like looking at myself in the mirror in this condition.

It was very dark in there. I saw patterns in the dark, neon dots and curves, mostly, but also like that usual patterns you see when you close you eyes, only more, and more organized. I liked those dots and curves though, they seemed to like me, I guess. ;) So I watched them for a little moment before I turned on the lights.

I couldn't understand how the mirror could scare me in any way at all. I looked perfectly normal, and so did Rhodium and everything else. So I didn't have any problems with that.

Everything that was different from the way I normally am, was the patterns that I saw when it was dark, the colors which became more intense, and pictures (I liked those fractals! :) which became more 3D. That was it. Except for that, I felt perfectly normal, and I wasn't a bit nervous anymore. Since I had so little effects, I and Rhodium licked up 10 more mg of the 2C-B powder each. I didn't think it tasted very bad. It wasn't delicious, but it wasn't very bad either. Rhodium didn't think so, though, he obviously had a lot of problems with that taste. ;) This happened at 10.15 pm.

We were in his apartment not doing very much for a while, except for that Rhodium said that he made me look Chinese. I tried the same with him, but it just wouldn't work. :)

I was pretty disappointed after all I'd heard about 2C-B, and I just couldn't understand why anyone would want to have it scheduled. I found alcohol being more than five times stronger than 2C-B, and I understand that it wasn't as it should be, I wasn't getting all the effects I should, far from it, but I just can't get how anyone could ever think of this as being dangerous to your mental or physical health in any way. And ok, it's NOT, but WHY do governments illegalize it? Why not forbid alcohol FIRST, then?

So, anyway, I went into the bathroom again... And there they were, those little dots and curves. And I tried to imagine that something dangerous was in there, behind the shower curtain. That didn't work at all, though, it would work just as well as if I would try it now... ;) Then I tried to convince myself that nothing was there, and that went a lot better. ;)

Neither I nor Rhodium had gotten anything to eat all day except for breakfast, since we had planned to do this all day. So we decided to go out and get something to eat, and to see what it was like outside. Rhodium told me that this part always used to be exciting, but I didn't think it was much more exciting than it usually is, since I hardly had any effects at all. But it was much more beautiful, though. One of the first things I saw was a blue, large Mercedes neon-sign, that I could only get small glimpses of between the trees... And that was so beautiful, it looked just like fireworks, but even more beautiful... We looked at all those neon signs, street lights and houses with detailed figures on them, and it was all so beautiful. And all the neon signs were MUCH more colorful than they usually are... ;)

We reached Burger King, where we got ourselves something to eat. I carefully avoided people to see my pupils, but this being Saturday night in a big city and all, there weren't very big chances that anyone would notice at all... We went to sit as far away from the crowd as possible, and examined the walls and the floor, which didn't entirely look as they had done the last time we were there... ;) Rhodium was a bit paranoid, and didn't feel that good all the time (even though he seemed to enjoy it the vast majority of the time), and it almost felt as if I was the one who was supposed to look after him, and not the other way around, him being the experienced, and this being my first time... But it was nice, though. :)

As I wrote earlier, I didn't get any other effects than more patterns in the dark, colors getting a bit more intense, pics becoming more 3D and everything becoming more beautiful... I had no physical effects whatsoever, and that was it. But I know this isn't all there is, and I don't know why this happened, but it will sure be interesting to try it again some time and see what it will be like. I'm convinced that this won't happen the next time. At least I hope so. ;)

Oh well, here comes my friend to visit me... I don't have any time to write anything more.

Xelfilim