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Channeling the Dead?A transformative experience Substances: 2C-B, Trichocereus A friend of mine who was in a religious order for several yrs (very cult like) and subsequently left invited me to his home in the southwest in the sandia mountains to dream about a cactus extract he had made. We began midmorning with a shot of da goo which, to my amazement went down very smoothly. In about 1.5 hours we had driven up to the highest peak and began walking on foot. It was the first week in jan and it was very cold. We hiked out to the edge of the sandia peaks and walked right along the edge, ice and loose rock all around. We then took a ride back to his place and continued our journey. As things were beginning to settle down from the cacti extract, some 2cb appeared in a glass of orange juice and we both partook of about 30mg. Some evacative music was then put on the stereo and we both lay down and began the inner journey. We were still quite in the trance of the cacti when the 2cb began to cross the blood brain barrier. A little while later my good friend got up to get himself some orange juice. It was at this point that i noticed his physical features, posture, and "behavior nuances" had transformed. When i went to college many yrs ago i became very close friends with a fellow classmate. We were in a religious organization together (monks and brothers if you will). He was exceptionally intelligent (iq over 180) but unfortunately was also manic depressive. Lithium helped, but he loved his mania, and would stop taking it. He eventually took his own life. I was so upset i wouldn't even go to his funeral, which unfortunately hurt his parents with whom i was very close. So, about 10 yrs later, in the southwest, in the prescence of another close friend, while dreaming of transformative medicinals, an experience happened which defies all the "law and order" of the universe i have come to know and accept. My friend became transformed into my dead friend. He appeared to be able to channel his spirit. He "became" my dead friend for a period of time. We talked about many things we had done that only he and i would know about. He forgave me for not attending his funeral..... As this was going on it seemed ever so natural. i didn't even think it was out of the ordinary. As the medicinals began to wear off a young man who had been studying with my friend as an apprentice stopped by and we shared some 2cb with him. During this time things gradually "morphed" back the way they were. I slept very well that night, and it wasn't untill about halfway thru the plane ride home the following day that i began reflecting on what had really happened. My friend...who had always been into a lot of this "newage" psychobabble stuff had transformed himself into my dead friend to allow me to "be" with him again. Needless to say it was quite a transforming experience for me. What really happend? I have not a klew. But i certainly don't look at life and death the same way anymore
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