My second Ibogaine experience was the most specatular, incredible, mind expanding, reincarnational journey that I have ever had. It was beyond my Wildest hopes and imagination, and that doesn't even come close to what it was like. Having been on methadone for 3 years, and going thru Tapers and dose increases and the general horrors of Heroin withdrawls for the prior five years to the methadone, I long sought after an affordable Ibogaine treatment. The first one was rough, as I was unable to keep the dose down long enough. As a result, I went thru some slight withdrawls, but nothing like a cold turkey or fast detox...........

#2...... I took 740mgs of Ibogaine base with an additional 100mgs of Ibogaine Hydrochloride. We mixed it with sugar and placed it into Gel Caps. After an hour, the Ibogaine began to take over. (Note: I took 2 10mg tablets of Domperidon anti-nauseant 1 hour prior to dosing). . . Also note that having taken the first dose 1 week prior, we decided there was still a good percentage of noribogaine in my blood and the full theraputic addiction interuption dose was not nessecary-{22-25mgs per Kilo of Body weight as per Lotsof}. . . I experienced absolutely NO nausea. My guide had put on some Piano CDs and the first thing I noticed was that I could see the spacial coordinates of the room with my eyes closed. There were Persian Rugs forming in place of the wall paper. I was at total peace, and was meditating for the Truth, and Strength. A reflective surface formed above me, and I realised I was looking up at the surface of a lake,as the ripples and reflections flowed above me. Nebulous shapes began to drift by my field of vision. Many of these shapes were faces, and I recognised them as my past lives here on earth.

As I turned my head from side to side I was aware that I was sinking down. . . becoming one with the soil at the bottom of the lake. I knew at that point that I was returning to the Earth, and I knew what it was like to be a lake bed, watching the sky for eternity, with complete patience and awareness. Bright blue reflective bubbles began to sink DOWN towards me, glassine and rippling with shape and liquidity. I felt another sinking sensation and I sank deep into the earth. At that Point, still seeing the spacial coordinates of the room I was in, The Universe appeared beyond the transparent confines of the room. Sacred geometry began to form, with spherical spiraling forms revolving around and around. Fractals and DNA strands, pulsing and changing with form and color began to Dance in synchronicity to the Music. As this began to unravel, I felt a gentle rocking and spinning sensation, and I knew my soul was seperating from my physical body, and returning to its eternal oneness with the Cosmos. There was no fear, only truth, beauty, tranquility and unity.

An infinite amount of souls began to flow around me, in liquid blue luminescant form. I was one with these souls, as they were one with me and as a whole we are God. I knew at that point that there is no end to the chain of reincarnation. A voice began to tell me many things, that I was eternal, That I was good, that there is always light, there is no evil, only lessons to be learned. An infinite eternity of spiraling form and color continued to dance, while imaculately divine forms flowed through my soul into oneness with the universe. There was no doubt, confusiuon or fear, only an awareness of light and transcendancy. I became aware of the pain, suffering, doubt, confusion and fear that I hold as an addict is a spiritual matter, that I had lost touch with my soul. Male and Female forms glowing with fertility drifted through me, and the chain of life was everywhere. This was not a hallucination. I recognised everything I saw, as it is etched into my soul for eternity. This was my "remembering". To go back, and come forth again. The afirmation of my unity with the cosmos. This process repeated itself over and over and over for 18 hours straight, with complete visuals and peace the entire time. This was to engrave all this knowledge into my mind/soul/life.

At a certain point I gained the knowledge of my path in life, why I feel the way I do, why I get terrified, why I get confused, and why It seems that there is only darkness. All these things are an illusion, a growing for the human experience. Many Years I steeped in my addiction, with little or no focus or direction. I was either high or trying to get high. At any cost. I was shown that this was just a period of darkness that was a most valuble learning experience that I could look back on and prosper from the wisdom I gained.

The two Ibogaine experiences were most exhausting. That on top of traveling to a foreign contry left me pretty well drained physically and financially, but it was worth every effort I put into it. I had prepared for a year for this journey, getting myself ready for the experience. I think one thing that is paramount for addiction interruption with Ibogaine is that the addict have a follow up plan, with a very solid support system in place before the treatment. Ibogaine WILL eliminate withdrawl (like no other substance known to us so far) and it CAN give you deep insight, with the respective intent, but it is up to the individual to follow through and use Ibogaine as fresh start to end the cycle of drug addiction.

Today it is 4 months since I had to take any Methadone, and I am feeling well. May all addicts seeking treatment find Ibogaine.