ETIDORHPA
THE
STRANGE HISTORY OF A MYSTERIOUS BEING AND
The
Account of a Remarkable Journey
John
Uri Lloyd
Illustrated by J. Augustus Knapp
AS
COMMUNICATED IN MANUSCRIPT TO LLEWELLYN DRURY WHO PROMISED TO PRINT THE SAME,
BUT FINALLY EVADED THE RESPONSIBILITY WHICH WAS ASSUMED BY
THE ROBERT
CLARKE COMPANY
CONTENTS.
PROLOGUE-
History of Llewellyn Drury,
FIRST
INTERLUDE.- THE NARRATIVE INTERRUPTED.
MY UNBIDDEN
GUEST CONTINUES HIS MANUSCRIPT.
SECOND
INTERLUDE.
THIRD
INTERLUDE.-THE NARRATIVE AGAIN INTERRUPTED.
THE MANUSCRIPT
CONTINUED.
FOURTH
INTERLUDE.
THE NARRATIVE
CONTINUED.
FIFTH
INTERLUDE.
FULL-PAGE ILLUSTRATIONS.

Frontispiece-Likeness
of The-Man-Who-Did-It.
iii.
Preface Introduction- " Here lies the bones," etc.
7, 8.
" And to my amazement, saw a white-haired man."
29, 30.
" The same glittering, horrible, mysterious knife."
35, 36.
" Fac-simile of the mysterious manuscript of I-Am-The-ManWho-Did-It.
47. "
My arms were firmly grasped by two persons."
85, 86.
" Map of Kentucky near entrance to cavern."
95, 96.
" Confronted by a singular looking being."
101,
102. " This struggling ray of sunlight is to be your last for years."
117,
118. " I was in a forest of colossal fungi."
131,
132. " Monstrous cubical crystals."
147,
148. " Far as the eye could reach the glassy barrier spread as a crystal
mirror."
157,
158. " Soliloquy of Prof Daniel Vaughn-' Gravitation is the beginning,
and gravitation is the end; all earthly bodies kneel to gravitation."
165,
166. " We came to a metal boat."
197,
198. " Facing the open window he turned the pupils of his eyes upward."
205,
206. " We finally reached a precipitous bluff."
209,
210. " The wall descended perpendicularly to seemingly infinite depths."
255,
256. Etidorhpa.
297,
298. " We passed through caverns filled with creeping reptiles."
303,
304 " Flowers and structures beautiful, insects gorgeous."
307,
308. " With fear and trembling I crept on my knees to his side."
332,
333 Diagram descriptive of journey from the Kentucky cavern to the " End
of Earth," showing section of earth's crust.
347,
348 " Suspended in vacancy, he seemed to float."
357,
358 " I stood alone in my room holding the mysterious manuscript."
363.
Fac-simile of letter from I-Am-The-Man.
364,
365 Manuscript dedication of Author's Edition.
HALF-PAGE
AND TEXT CUTS.
iv. "
The Stern Face." Fac-simile, reduced from copper plate title page of the
botanical work ( 1708 ), 917 pages, of Simonis Paulli, D., a Danish physician.
Original plate 7x5 1/2 inches.
v. "
The Pleasant Face." Fac-simile of the original copper plate frontispiece
to the finely illustrated botanical work of Joannes Burmannus, M. D., descriptive
of the plants collected by Carolus Plumierus. Antique. Original plate 9x13 inches.
vi. "
Skeleton forms oppose my own." Photograph of John Uri Lloyd in the gloomy
alcove of the antiquated library.
12. "
Let me have your answer now."
14. "
I espied upon the table a long white hair."
32. "
Drew the knife twice across the front of the doorknob."
52. "
I was taken from the vehicle, and transferred to a block-house."
54. "
The dead man was thrown overboard."
58. "
A mirror was thrust beneath my gaze."
70. "
I am the man you seek."
106.
" We approach daylight, I can see your face."
108.
" Seated himself on a natural bench of stone."
129.
" An endless variety of stony figures."
136.
Cuts showing water and brine surfaces.
137.
Cuts showing earth chambers in which water rises above brine.
138,
139. Cuts showing that if properly connected, water and brine reverse the usual
law as to the height of their surfaces.
143.
" I bounded upward fully six feet."
144.
" I fluttered to the earth as a leaf would fall."
145.
" We leaped over great inequalities."
173 "
The bit of garment fluttered listlessly away to the distance, and then-vacancy."
182.
Cut showing that water may be made to flow from a tube higher than the surface
of the water.
184.
Cut showing how an artesian fountain may be made without earth strata.
191.
" Rising abruptly, he grasped my hand."
200.
" A brain, a living brain, my own brain."
211.
" Shape of drop of water in the earth cavern."
227.
" We would skip several rods, alighting gently."
229.
" An uncontrollable, inexpressible desire to flee."
232.
" I dropped on my knees before him."
234.
" Handing me one of the halves, he spoke the single word, `Drink.'"
242.
" Each finger pointed towards the open way in front."
280.
" Telescoped energy spheres."
281.
" Space dirt on energy spheres."
313.
" I drew back the bar of iron to smite the apparently defenseless being
in the forehead."
315.
" He sprung from the edge of the cliff into the abyss below, carrying me
with him into its depths."
336.
" The Earth and its atmosphere."
ETIDORHPA.
"
NEVER LESS ALONE THAN WHEN ALONE."
MORE
than thirty years ago occurred the first of the series of remarkable events
I am about to relate. The exact date I can not recall; but it was in November,
and, to those familiar with November weather in the Ohio Valley, it is hardly
necessary to state that the month is one of possibilities. That is to say, it
is liable to bring every variety of weather, from the delicious, dreamy Indian
summer days that linger late in the fall, to a combination of rain, hail, snow,
sleet,- in short, atmospheric conditions sufficiently aggravating to develop
a suicidal mania in any one the least susceptible to such influences. While
the general character of the month is much the same the country over,- showing
dull grey tones of sky, abundant rains that penetrate man as they do the earth;
cold, shifting winds, that search the very marrow,- it is always safe to count
more or less upon the probability of the unexpected throughout the month.

The particular
day which ushered in the event about to be chronicled, was one of these possible
heterogeneous days presenting a combination of sunshine, shower, and snow, with
winds that rang all the changes from balmy to blustery, a morning air of caloric
and an evening of numbing cold. The early morning started fair and sunny; later
came light showers suddenly switched by shifting winds into blinding sleet,
until the middle of the afternoon found the four winds and all the elements
commingled in one wild orgy with clashing and roaring as of a great organ with
all the stops out, and all the storm
-fiends
dancing over the key-boards! Nightfall brought some semblance of order to the
sounding chaos, but still kept up the wild music of a typical, November day,
with every accompaniment of bleakness, gloom, and desolation.
Thousands
of chimneys, exhaling murky clouds of bituminous soot all day, had covered the
city with the proverbial pall which the winds in their sport had shifted hither
and yon, but as, thoroughly tired out, they subsided into silence, the smoky
mesh suddenly settled over the houses and into the streets, taking possession
of the city and contributing to the melancholy wretchedness of such of the inhabitants
as had to be out of doors. Through this smoke the red sun when visible had dragged
his downward course in manifest discouragement, and the hastening twilight soon
gave place to the blackness of darkness. Night reigned supreme.

Thirty
years ago electric lighting was not in vogue, and the system of street lamps
was far less complete than at present, although the gas burned in them may not
have been any worse. The lamps were much fewer and farther between, and the
light which they emitted had a feeble, sickly aspect, and did not reach any
distance into the moist and murky atmosphere. And so the night was dismal enough,
and the few people upon the street were visible only as they passed directly
beneath the lamps, or in front of lighted windows; seeming at other times like
moving shadows against a black ground.

As I
am like to be conspicuous in these pages, it may be proper to say that I am
very susceptible to atmospheric influences. I figure among my friends as a man
of quiet disposition, but I am at times morose, although I endeavor to conceal
this fact from others. My nervous system is a sensitive weather-glass. Sometimes
I fancy that I must have been born under the planet Saturn, for I find myself
unpleasantly influenced by moods ascribed to that depressing planet, more especially
in its disagreeable phases, for I regret to state that I do not find corresponding
elation, as I should, in its brighter aspects. I have an especial dislike for
wintry weather, a dislike which I find growing with my years, until it has developed
almost into positive antipathy and dread. On the day I have described, my moods
had varied with the weather. The fitfulness of the winds had found its way into
my feelings, and the somber tone of the clouds into my meditations. I was restless
as the elements, and a deep sense of dissatisfaction with myself and everything
else, possessed me. I could not content myself in any place or position. Reading
was distasteful, writing equally so; but it occurred to me that a brisk walk,
for a few blocks, might afford relief. Muffling myself up in my overcoat and
fur cap, I took the street, only to find the air gusty and raw, and I gave up
in still greater disgust, and returning home, after drawing the curtains and
locking the doors, planted myself in front of a glowing grate fire, firmly resolved
to rid myself of myself by resorting to the oblivion of thought, reverie, or
dream. To sleep was impossible, and I sat moodily in an easy chair, noting the
quarter and half-hour strokes as they were chimed out sweetly from the spire
of St. Peter's Cathedral, a few blocks away.

Nine
o'clock passed with, its silver-voiced song of " Home, Sweet Home ";
ten, and then eleven strokes of the ponderous bell which noted the hours, roused
me to a strenuous effort to shake off the feelings of despondency, unrest, and
turbulence, that all combined to produce a state of mental and physical misery
now insufferable. Rising suddenly from my chair, without a conscious effort
I walked mechanically to a book-case, seized a volume at random, reseated myself
before the fire, and opened the book. It proved to be an odd, neglected volume,
" Riley's Dictionary of Latin Quotations." At the moment there flashed
upon me a conscious duality of existence. Had the old book some mesmeric power?
I seemed to myself two persons, and I quickly said aloud, as if addressing my
double: " If I can not quiet you, turbulent Spirit, I can at least adapt
myself to your condition. I will read this book haphazard from bottom to top,
or backward, if necessary, and if this does not change the subject often enough,
I will try Noah Webster." Opening the book mechanically at page 297, I
glanced at the bottom line and read, " Nunquam minus solos quam cum solos
" ( Never less alone than when alone ). These words arrested my thoughts
at once, as, by a singular chance, they seemed to fit my mood; was it or was
it not some conscious invisible intelligence that caused me to select that page,
and brought the apothegm to my notice?

Again,
like a flash, came the consciousness of duality, and I began to argue with my
other self. " This is arrant nonsense," I cried aloud; " even
though Cicero did say it, and, it is on a par with many other delusive maxims
that have for so many years embittered the existence of our modern youth by
misleading thought. Do you know, Mr. Cicero, that this statement is not sound?
That it is unworthy the position you occupy in history as a thinker and philosopher?
That it is a contradiction in itself, for if a man is alone he is alone, and
that settles it?"

I mused
in this vein a few moments, and then resumed aloud: " It won't do, it won't
do; if one is alone- the word is absolute,- he is single, isolated, in short,
alone; and there can by no manner of possibility be any one else present. Take
myself, for instance: I am the sole occupant of this apartment; I am alone,
and yet you say in so many words that I was never less alone than at this instant."
It was not without some misgiving that I uttered these words, for the strange
consciousness of my own duality constantly grew stronger, and I could not shake
off the reflection that even now there were two of myself in the room, and that
I was not so much alone as I endeavored to convince myself.
This
feeling oppressed me like an incubus; I must throw it off, and, rising, I tossed
the book upon the table, exclaiming
"
What folly! I am alone,- positively there is no other living thing visible or
invisible in the room." I hesitated as I spoke, for the strange, undefined
sensation that I was not alone had become almost a conviction; but the sound
of my voice encouraged me, and I determined to discuss the subject, and I remarked
in a full, strong voice: " I am surely alone; I know I am! Why, I will
wager everything I possess, even to my soul, that I am alone." I stood
facing the smoldering embers of the fire which I had neglected to replenish,
uttering these words to settle the controversy for good and all with one person
of my dual self, but the other ego seemed to dissent violently, when a soft,
clear voice claimed my ear:
"
You have lost your wager; you are not alone."
I turned
instantly towards the direction of the sound, and, to my amazement, saw a white-haired
man seated on the opposite side of the room, gazing at me with the utmost composure.
I am not a coward, nor a believer in ghosts or illusions, and yet that sight
froze me where I stood. It had no supernatural appearance- on the contrary,
was a plain, ordinary, flesh-and-blood man;
but the
weather, the experiences of the day, the weird, inclement night, had all conspired
to strain my nerves to the highest point of tension, and I trembled from head
to foot. Noting this, the stranger said pleasantly: " Quiet yourself, my
dear sir; you have nothing to fear; be seated." I obeyed, mechanically,
and regaining in a few moments some semblance of composure, took a mental inventory
of my visitor. Who is he? what is he? how did he enter without my notice, and
why? what is his business? were all questions that flashed into my mind in quick
succession, and quickly flashed out unanswered.
The stranger
sat eying me composedly, even pleasantly, as if waiting for me to reach some
conclusion regarding himself. At last I surmised: " He is a maniac who
has found his way here by methods peculiar to the insane, and my personal safety
demands that I use him discreetly."
"
Very good," he remarked, as though reading my thoughts ; " as well
think that as anything else."
"
But why are you here? What is your business?" I asked.
"
You have made and lost a wager," he said. " You have committed an
act of folly in making positive statements regarding a matter about which you
know nothing- a very common failing, by the way, on the part of mankind, and
concerning which I wish first to set you straight."
The ironical
coolness with which he said this provoked me, and I hastily rejoined: "
You are impertinent; I must ask you to leave my house at once."
"
Very well," he answered; " but if you insist upon this, I shall, on
behalf of Cicero, claim the stake of your voluntary wager, which means that
I must first, by natural though violent means, release your soul from your body."
So saying he arose, drew from an inner pocket a long, keen knife, the blade
of which quivenngly glistened as he laid it upon the table. Moving his chair
so: as to be within easy reach of the gleaming weapon, be sat down, and again
regarded me with the same quiet composure I had noted, and which was fast dispelling
my first impression concerning his sanity.
I was
not prepared for his strange action; in truth, I was not repared for anything;
my mind was confused concerning the
whole
night's doings, and I was unable to reason clearly or
consecutively,
or even to satisfy myself what I did think, if indeed I thought at all.

The sensation
of fear, however, was fast leaving me ; there was something reassuring in my
unbidden guest's perfect ease of manner, and the mild, though searching gaze
of his eyes, which were wonderful in their expression. I began to observe his
personal characteristics, which impressed me favorably, and yet were extraordinary.
He was nearly six feet tall, and perfectly straight; well proportioned, with
no tendency either to leanness or obesity. But his head was an object from which
I could not take my eyes,- such a head surely I had never before seen on mortal
shoulders. The chin, as seen through his silver beard, was rounded and well
developed, the mouth straight, with pleasant lines about it, the jaws square
and, like the mouth, indicating decision, the eyes deep set and arched with
heavy eyebrows, and the whole surmounted by a forehead so vast, so high, that
it was almost a deformity, and yet it did not impress me unpleasantly; it was
the forehead of a scholar, a profound thinker, a deep student. The nose was
inclined to aquiline, and quite large. The contour of the head and face impressed
me as indicating a man of learning, one who had given a lifetime to experimental
as well as speculative thought. His voice was mellow, clear, and distinct, always
pleasantly modulated and soft, never loud nor unpleasant in the least degree.
One remarkable feature I must not fail to mention- his hair; this, while thin
and scant upon the top of his head, was long, and reached to his shoulders;
his beard was of unusual length, descending almost to his waist; his hair, eyebrows,
and beard were all of singular whiteness and purity, almost transparent, a silvery
whiteness that seemed an aureolar sheen in the glare of the gaslight. What struck
me as particularly remarkable was that his skin looked as soft and smooth as
that of a child; there was not a blemish in it. His age was a puzzle none could
guess; stripped of his hair, or the color of it changed, he might be twenty-five,-
given a few wrinkles, he might be ninety. Taken altogether, I had never seen
his like, nor anything approaching his like, and for an instant there was a
faint suggestion to my mind that he was not of this earth, but belonged to some
other planet.

I now
fancy he must have read my impressions of him as these ideas shaped themselves
in my brain, and that he was quietly
waiting
for me to regain a degree of self-possession that would allow him to disclose
the purpose of his visit.

He was
first to break the silence: " I see that you are not disposed to pay your
wager any more than I am to collect it, so we will not discuss that. I admit
that my introduction tonight was abrupt, but you can not deny that you challenged
me to appear." I was not clear upon the point, and said so. " Your
memory is at fault," he continued, " if you can not recall your experiences
of the day just past. Did you not attempt to interest yourself in modern book
lore, to fix your mind in turn upon history, chemistry, botany, poetry, and
general literature? And all these failing, did you not deliberately challenge
Cicero to a practical demonstration of an old apothegm of his that has survived
for centuries, and of your own free will did not you make a wager that, as an
admirer of Cicero's, I am free to accept?" To all this I could but silently
assent. " Very good, then; we will not pursue this subject further, as
it is not relevant to my purpose, which is to acquaint you with a narrative
of unusual interest, upon certain conditions, with which if you comply, you
will not only serve yourself, but me as well."

"
Please name the conditions," I said.
"
They are simple enough," he answered. " The narrative I speak of is
in manuscript. I will produce it in the near future, and my design is to read
it aloud to you, or to allow you to read it to me, as you may select. Further,
my wish is that during the reading you shall interpose any objection or question
that you deem proper. This reading will occupy many evenings, and I shall of
necessity be with you often. When the reading is concluded, we will seal the
package securely, and I shall leave you forever. You will then deposit the manuscript
in some safe place, and let it remain for thirty years. When this period has
elapsed, I wish you to publish this history to the world."
"
Your conditions seem easy," I said, after a few seconds' pause.
"
They are certainly very simple; do you accept?"
I hesitated,
for the prospect of giving myself up to a succession of interviews with this
extraordinary and mysterious personage seemed to require consideration. He evidently
divined my thoughts, for, rising from his chair, he said abruptly: " Let
me have your answer now."
I debated
the matter no further, but answered: " I accept, conditionally."
"
Name your conditions," the guest replied.
"
I will either publish the work, or induce some other man to do so."
"
Good," he said; " I will see you again," with a polite bow; and
turning to the door which I had previously locked, he opened it softly, and
with a quiet " Good night" disappeared in the hallway.

I looked
after him with bewildered senses; but a sudden impulse caused me to glance toward
the table, when I saw that he had forgotten his knife. With the view of returning
this, I reached to pick it up, but my finger tips no sooner touched the handle
than a sudden chill shivered along my nerves. Not as an electric shock, but
rather as a sensation of extreme cold was the current that ran through me in
an instant. Rushing into the hallway to the landing of the stairs, I called
after the mysterious being, " You have forgotten your knife," but
beyond the faint echo of my voice, I heard no sound. The phantom was gone. A
moment later I was at the foot of the stairs, and had thrown open the door.
A street lamp shed an uncertain light in front of the house. I stepped out and
listened intently for a moment, but not a sound was audible, if indeed I except
the beating of my own heart, which throbbed so wildly that I fancied I heard
it. No footfall echoed from the deserted streets; all was silent as a churchyard,
and I closed and locked the door softly, tiptoed my way back to my room, and
sank collapsed into an easy chair. I was more than exhausted; I quivered from
head to foot, not with cold, but with a strange nervous chill that found intensest
expression in my spinal column, and seemed to flash up and down my back vibrating
like a feverous pulse. This active pain was succeeded by a feeling of frozen
numbness, and I sat I know not how long, trying to tranquilize myself and think
temperately of the night's occurrence. By degrees I recovered my normal sensations,
and directing my will in the channel of sober reasoning, I said to myself: "
There can be no mistake about his visit, for his knife is here as a witness
to the fact. So much is sure, and I will secure that testimony at all events."
With this reflection I turned to the table, but to my astonishment; I discovered
that the knife had disappeared. It needed but this miracle to start the perspiration
in great cold beads from every pore. My brain was in a whirl, and reeling into
a chair, I covered my face with my hands. How long I sat in this posture I do
not remember. I only know that I began to doubt my own sanity, and wondered
if this were not the way people became deranged. Had not my peculiar habits
of isolation, irregular and intense study, erratic living, all conspired to
unseat reason ? Surely here was every ground to believe so; and yet I was able
still to think consistently and hold steadily to a single line of thought. Insane
people can not do that, I reflected, and gradually the tremor and excitement
wore away. When I had become calmer and more collected, and my sober judgment
said, " Go to bed; sleep just as long as you can; hold your eyelids down,
and when you awake refreshed, as you will, think out the whole subject at your
leisure," I arose, threw open the shutters, and found that day was breaking.
Hastily undressing I went to bed, and closed my eyes, vaguely conscious of some
soothing guardianship. Perhaps because I was physically exhausted, I soon lost
myself in the oblivion of sleep.

I did
not dream,- at least I could not afterwards remember my dream if I had one,
but I recollect thinking that somebody struck ten distinct blows on my door,
which seemed to me to be of metal and very sonorous. These ten blows in my semi-conscious
state I counted. I lay very quiet for a time collecting my thoughts and noting
various objects about the room, until my eye caught the dial of a French clock
upon the mantel. It was a few minutes past ten, and the blows I had heard were
the strokes of the hammer upon the gong in the clock. The sun was shining into
the room, which was quite cold, for the fire had gone out. I arose, dressed
myself quickly, and after thoroughly laving my face and hands in ice-cold water,
felt considerably refreshed.

Before
going out to breakfast, while looking around the room for a few things which
I wanted to take with me, I espied upon the table a long white hair. This was
indeed a surprise, for I had about concluded that my adventure of the previous
night was a species of waking nightmare, the result of overworked brain and
weakened body. But here was tangible evidence to the contrary, an assurance
that my mysterious visitor was not a fancy or a dream, and his parting words,
" I will see you again," recurred to me with singular effect. "
He will see me again; very well; I will preserve this evidence of his visit
for future use." I wound the delicate filament into a little coil, folded
it carefully in a bit of paper, and consigned it to a corner in my pocket-book,
though not without some misgiving that it too night disappear as did the knife.

The strange
experience of that night had a good effect on me; I became more regular in all
my habits, took abundant deep and exercise, was more methodical in my modes
of study and reasoning, and in a short time found myself vastly improved n every
way, mentally and physically.
The days
went fleeting into weeks, the weeks into months, and while the form and figure
of the white-haired stranger were seldom absent from my mind, he came no more.
A FRIENDLY
CONFERENCE.

It is
rare, in our present civilization, to find a man who lives alone. This remark
does not apply to hermits or persons of abnormal or perverted mental tendencies,
but to the majority of mankind living and moving actively among their fellows,
and engaged in the ordinary occupations of humanity. Every man must have at
least one confidant, either of his own household, or within the circle of his
intimate friends. There may possibly be rare exceptions among persons of genius
in statecraft, war, or commerce, but it is doubtful even in such instances if
any keep all their thoughts to themselves, hermetically sealed from their fellows.
As a prevailing rule, either a loving wife or very near friend shares the inner
thought of the most secretive individual, even when secrecy seems an indispensable
element to success. The tendency to a free interchange of ideas and experiences
is almost universal, instinct prompting the natural man to unburden his most
sacred thought, when the proper confidant and the proper time come for the disclosure.

For months
I kept to myself the events narrated in the preceding chapter. And this for
several reasons: first, the dread of ridicule that would follow the relation
of the fantastic occurrences, and the possible suspicion of my sanity, that
might result from the recital; second, very grave doubts as to the reality of
my experiences. But by degrees self-confidence was restored, as I reasoned the
matter over and reassured myself by occasional contemplation of the silvery
hair I had coiled in my pocketbook, and which at first I had expected would
vanish as did the stranger's knife. There came upon me a feeling that I should
see my weird visitor again, and at an early day. I resisted this impression,
for it was a feeling of the idea, rather than a thought, but the vague expectation
grew upon me in spite of myself, until at length it became a conviction which
no argument or logic could shake. Curiously enough, as the original incident
receded into the past, this new idea thrust itself into the foreground, and
I began in my own mind to court another interview. At times, sitting alone after
night, I felt that I was watched by unseen eyes; these eyes haunted me in my
solitude, and I was morally sure of the presence of another than myself in the
room. The sensation was at first unpleasant, and I tried to throw it off, with
partial success. But only for a little while could I banish the intrusive idea,
and as the thought took form, and the invisible presence became more actual
to consciousness, I hoped that the stranger would make good his parting promise,
" I will see you again."

On one
thing I was resolved; I would at least be better informed on the subject of
hallucinations and apparitions, and not be taken unawares as I had been. To
this end I decided to confer with my friend, Professor Chickering, a quiet,
thoughtful man, of varied accomplishments, and thoroughly read upon a great
number of topics, especially in the literature of the marvelous.
So to
the Professor I went, after due appointment, and confided to him full particulars
of my adventure. He listened patiently throughout, and when I had finished,
assured me in a matter-of-fact way that such hallucinations were by no means
rare. His remark was provoking, for I did not expect from the patient interest
he had shown while I was telling my story, that the whole matter would be dismissed
thus summarily. I said with some warmth:
"
But this was not a hallucination. I tried at first to persuade myself that it
was illusory, but the more I have thought the experience over, the more real
it becomes to me."
"
Perhaps you were dreaming," suggested the Professor.
"
No," I answered; " I have tried that hypothesis, and it will not do.
Many things make that view untenable."
"
Do not be too sure of that," he said; " you were, by your
own account,
in a highly nervous condition, and physically tired. It is possible, perhaps
probable, that in this state, as you sat in your chair, you dozed off for a
short interval, during which the illusion flashed through your mind."
"
How do you explain the fact that incidents occupying a large portion of the
night, occurred in an interval which you describe as a flash?"
"
Easily enough; in dreams time may not exist: periods embracing weeks or months
may be reduced to an instant. Long journeys, hours of conversation, or a multitude
of transactions, may be compressed into a term measured by the opening or closing
of a door, or the striking of a clock. In dreams, ordinary standards of reason
find no place, while ideas or events chase through the mind more rapidly than
thought."
"
Conceding all this, why did I, considering the unusual character of the incidents,
accept them as real, as substantial, as natural as the most commonplace events?"
"
There is nothing extraordinary in that," he replied. " In dreams all
sorts of absurdities, impossibilities, discordancies, and violation of natural
law appear realities, without exciting the least surprise or suspicion. Imagination
runs riot and is supreme, and reason for the time is dormant. We see ghosts,
spirits, the forms of persons dead or living,- we suffer pain, pleasure, hunger,-
and all sensations and emotions, without a moment's question of their reality."
"
Do any of the subjects of our dreams or visions leave tangible evidences of
their presence?"
"
Assuredly not," he answered, with an incredulous, half impatient gesture;
" the idea is absurd."
"
Then I was not dreaming," I mused.
Without
looking at me, the Professor went on: " These false presentiments may have
their origin in other ways, as from mental disorders caused by indigestion.
Nicolai, a noted bookseller of Berlin, was thus afflicted. His experiences are
interesting and possibly suggestive. Let me read some of them to you."
The Professor
hereupon glanced over his bookshelf, selected a volume, and proceeded to read:
"
I generally saw human forms of both sexes; but they usually seemed not to take
the smallest notice of each other, moving as in a market place, where all are
eager to press through the crowd; at times, however, they seemed to be transacting
business with each other. I also saw several times, people on horseback, dogs,
and birds.

"
All these phantasms appeared to me in their natural size, and as distinct as
if alive, exhibiting different shades of carnation in the uncovered parts, as
well as different colors and fashions in their dresses, though the colors seemed
somewhat paler than in real nature. None of the figures appeared particularly
terrible, comical, or disgusting, most of them being of indifferent shape, and
some presenting a pleasant aspect. The longer these phantasms continued to visit
me, the more frequently did they return, while at the same time they increased
in number about four weeks after they had first appeared. I also began to hear
them talk: these phantoms conversed among themselves, but more frequently addressed
their discourse to me; their speeches were uncommonly short, and never of an
unpleasant turn. At different times there appeared to me both dear and sensible
friends of both sexes, whose addresses tended to appease my grief, which had
not yet wholly subsided: their consolatory speeches were in general addressed
to me when I was alone. Sometimes, however, I was accosted by these consoling
friends while I was engaged in company, and not unfrequently while real persons
were speaking to me. These consolatory addresses consisted sometimes of abrupt
phrases, and at other times they were regularly executed."

Here
I interrupted: " I note, Professor, that Mr. Nicolai knew these forms to
be illusions."
Without
answering my remark, he continued to read:
"
There is in imagination a potency far exceeding the fabled power of Aladdin's
lamp. How often does one sit in wintry evening musings, and trace in the glowing
embers the features of an absent friend? Imagination, with its magic wand, will
there build a city with its countless spires, or marshal contending armies,
or drive the tempest-shattered ship upon the ocean. The following story, related
by Scott, affords a good illustration of this principle:

"
`Not long after the death of an illustrious poet, who had filled, while living,
a great station in the eyes of the public, a literary friend, to whom the deceased
had been well known, was engaged during the darkening twilight of an autumn
evening, in perusing one of the publications which professed to detail the habits
and opinions of the distinguished individual who was now no more. As the reader
had enjoyed the intimacy of the deceased to a considerable degree, he was deeply
interested in the publication, which contained some particulars relating to
himself and other friends. A visitor was sitting in the apartment, who was also
engaged in reading. Their sitting-room opened into an entrance hall, rather
fantastically fitted up with articles of armor, skins of wild animals, and the
like. It was when laying down his book, and passing into this hall, through
which the moon was beginning to shine, that the individual of whom I speak saw
right before him, in a standing posture, the exact representation of his departed
friend, whose recollection had been so strongly brought to his imagination.
He stopped for a single moment, so as to notice the wonderful accuracy with
which fancy had impressed upon the bodily eye the peculiarities of dress and
position of the illustrious poet. Sensible, however, of the delusion, he felt
no sentiment save that of wonder at the extraordinary accuracy of the resemblance,
and stepped onward to the figure, which resolved itself as he approached into
the various materials of which it was composed. These were merely a screen occupied
by great coats, shawls, plaids, and such other articles as are usually found
in a country entrance hall. The spectator returned to the spot from which he
had seen the illusion, and endeavored with all his power to recall the image
which had been so singularly vivid. But this he was unable to do. And the person
who had witnessed the apparition, or, more properly, whose excited state had
been the means of raising it, had only to return to the apartment, and tell
his young friend under what a striking hallucination he had for a moment labored."

Here
I was constrained to call the Professor to a halt. " Your stories are very
interesting," I said, " but I fail to perceive any analogy in either
the conditions or the incidents, to my experience. I was fully awake and conscious
at the time, and the man I saw appeared and moved about in the full glare of
the gaslight,"
"
Perhaps not," he answered; " I am simply giving you some general illustrations
of the subject. But here is a case more to the point."
Again
he read:

"
A lady was once passing through a wood, in the darkening twilight of a stormy
evening, to visit a friend who was watching over a dying child. The clouds were
thick- the rain beginning to fall; darkness was increasing; the wind was moaning
mournfully through the trees. The lady's heart almost failed her as she saw
that she had a mile to walk through the woods in the gathering gloom. But the
reflection of the situation of her friend forbade her turning back. Fxcited
and trembling, she called to her aid a nervous resolution, and pressed onward.
She had not proceeded far when she beheld in the path before her the movement
of some very indistinct object. It appeared to keep a little distance ahead
of her, and as she made efforts to get nearer to see what it was, it seemed
proportionally to recede. The lady began to feel rather unpleasantly. There
was some pale white object certainly discernible before her, and it appeared
mysteriously to float along, at a regular distance, without any effort at motion.
Notwithstanding the lady's good sense and unusual resolution, a cold chill began
to come over her. She made every effort to resist her fears, and soon succeeded
in drawing nearer the mysterious object, when, she was appalled at beholding
the features of her friend's child, cold in death, wrapt in its shroud. She
gazed earnestly, and there it remained distinct and clear before her eyes. She
considered it a premonition that her friend's child was dead, and that she must
hasten to her aid. But there was the apparition directly in her path. She must
pass it. Taking up a little stick, she forced herself along to the object, and
behold, some little animal scampered away. It was this that her excited imagination
had transformed into the corpse of an infant in its winding sheet."

I was
a little irritated, and once more interrupted the reader warmly: " This
is exasperating. Now what resemblance is there between the vagaries of a hysterical,
weak-minded woman, and my case?"
He smiled,
and again read:

"
The numerous stories told of ghosts, or the spirits of persons who are dead,
will in most instances be found to have originated in diseased imagination,
aggravated by some abnormal defect of mind. We may mention a remarkable case
in point, and one which is not mentioned in English works on this subject; it
is told by a compiler of Les Causes Celebres. Two young noblemen, the Marquises
De Rambouillet and De Precy, belonging to two of the first families of France,
made an agreement, in the warmth of their friendship, that the one who died
first should return to the other with tidings of the world to come. Soon afterwards
De Rambouillet went to the wars in Flanders, while De Precy remained at Paris,
stricken by a fever. Lying alone in bed, and severely ill, De Precy one day
heard a rustling of his bed curtains, and turning round, saw his friend De Rambouillet,
in full military attire. The sick man sprung over the bed to welcome his friend,
but the other receded, and said that he had come to fulfill his promise, having
been killed on that very day. He further said that it behooved De Precy to think
more of the after world, as all that was said of it was true, and as he himself
would die in his first battle. De Precy was then left by the phantom; and it
was afterward found that De Rambouillet had fallen on that day."

"
Ah," I said, " and so the phantom predicted an event that followed
as indicated."
"
Spiritual illusions," explained the Professor, " are not unusual,
and well authenticated cases are not wanting in which they have been induced
in persons of intelligence by functional or organic disorders. In the last case
cited, the prediction was followed by a fulfillment, but this was chance or
mere coincidence. It would be strange indeed if in the multitude of dreams that
come to humanity, some few should not be followed by events so similar as to
warrant the belief that they were prefigured. But here is an illustration that
fits your case: let me read it:

"
In some instances it may be difficult to decide whether spectral appearances
and spectral noises proceed from physical derangement or from an overwrought
state of mind. Want of exercise and amusement may also be a prevailing cause.
A friend mentions to us the following case: An acquaintance of his, a merchant,
in London, who had for years paid very close attention to business, was one
day, while alone in his counting house, very much surprised to hear, as he imagined,
persons outside the door talking freely about him. Thinking it was some acquaintances
who were playing off a trick, he opened the door to request them to come in,
when to his amazement, he found that nobody was there. He again sat down to
his desk, and in a few minutes the same dialogue recommenced. The language was
very alarming. One voice seemed to say: ` We have the scoundrel in his own counting
house; let us go in and seize him. 'Certainly,' replied the other voice, 'it
is right to take him; he has been guilty of a great crime, and ought to be brought
to condign punishment.' Alarmed at these threats, the bewildered merchant rushed
to the door; and there again no person was to be seen. He now locked his door
and went home; but the voices, as he thought, followed him through the crowd,
and he arrived at his house in a most unenviable state of mind. Inclined to
ascribe the voices to derangement in mind, he sent for a medical attendant,
and told his case, and a certain kind of treatment was prescribed. This, however,
failed; the voices menacing him with punishment for purely imaginary crimes
continued, and he was reduced to the brink of despair. At length a friend prescribed
entire relaxation from business, and a daily game of cricket, which, to his
great relief, proved an effectual remedy. The exercise banished the phantom
voices, and they were no more heard."

"
So you think that I am in need of out-door exercise?"
"
Exactly."
"
And that my experience was illusory, the result of vertigo, or some temporary
calenture of the brain?"
"
To be plain with you, yes."
"
But I asked you a while ago if specters or phantoms ever leave tangible evidence
of their presence." The Professor's eyes dilated in interrogation. I continued:
" Well, this one did. After I had followed him out, I found on the table
a long, white hair, which I still have," and producing the little coil
from my pocket-book, I handed it to him. He examined it curiously, eyed me furtively,
and handed it back with the cautious remark:
"
I think you had better commence your exercise at once."
A SECOND
INTERVIEW WITH THE MYSTERIOUS VISITOR.

It is
not pleasant to have one's mental responsibility brought in question, and the
result of my interview with Professor Chickering was, to put it mildly, unsatisfactory.
Not that he had exactly questioned my sanity, but it was all too evident that
he was disposed to accept my statement of a plain matter-of-fact occurrence
with a too liberal modicum of salt. I say " matter-of-fact occurrence "
in full knowledge of the truth that I myself had at first regarded the whole
transaction as a fantasia or flight of mind, the result of extreme nervous tension;
but in the interval succeeding I had abundant opportunity to correlate my thoughts,
and to bring some sort of order out of the mental and physical chaos of that
strange, eventful night. True, the preliminary events leading up to it were
extraordinary; the dismal weather, the depression of body and spirit under which
I labored, the wild whirl of thought keeping pace with the elements-in short,
a general concatenation of events that seemed to be ordered especially for the
introduction of some abnormal visitor-the night would indeed have been incomplete
without a ghost! But was it a ghost? There was nothing ghostly about my visitor,
except the manner of his entrance and exit. In other respects, he seemed substantial
enough. He was, in his manners, courteous and polished as a Chesterfield; learned
as a savant in his conversation; human in his thoughtful regard of my fears
and misgivings; but that tremendous forehead, with its crown of silver hair,
the long, translucent beard of pearly whiteness, and above all the astounding
facility with which he read my hidden thoughts- these were not natural.

The Professor
had been patient with me- I had a right to expect that; he was entertaining
to the extent of reading such excerpts as he had with him on the subject of
hallucinations and their supposed causes, but had he not spoiled all by assigning
me at last to a place with the questionable, unbalanced characters he had cited?
I thought so, and the reflection provoked me; and this thought grew upon me
until I came to regard his stories and attendant theories as so much literary
trash.

My own
reflections had been sober and deliberate, and had led me to seek a rational
explanation of the unusual phenomena. I had gone to Professor Chickering for
a certain measure of sympathy, and what was more to the point, to secure his
suggestions and assistance in the further unraveling of a profound mystery that
might contain a secret of untold use to humanity. Repulsed by the mode in which
my confidence had been received, I decided to do what I should have done from
the outset- to keep my own counsel, and to follow alone the investigation to
the end, no matter what the result might be. I could not forget or ignore the
silver hair I had so religiously preserved. That was genuine; it was as tangible,
as real, as convincing a witness as would have been the entire head of my singular
visitant, whatever might be his nature.

I began
to feel at ease the moment my course was decided, and the feeling was at once
renewed within me that the gray head would come again, and by degrees that expectation
ripened into a desire, only intensified as the days sped by. The weeks passed
into months; summer came and went; autumn was fast fading, but the mysterious
unknown did not appear. A curious fancy led me now to regard him as my friend,
for the mixed and indefinite feelings I felt at first towards him had almost
unaccountably been changed to those of sincere regard. He was not always in
my thoughts, for I had abundant occupation at all times to keep both brain and
hands busy, but there were few evenings in which I did not, just before retiring,
give myself up for a brief period to quiet communion with my own thoughts, and
I must confess at such times the unknown occupied the larger share of attention.
The constant contemplation of any theme begets a feeling of familiarity or acquaintance
with the same, and if that subject be an individual, as in the present instance,
such contemplation lessens the liability to surprise from any unexpected development.
In fact, I not only anticipated a visit, but courted it. The old Latin maxim
that I had played with, " Never less alone than when alone " had domiciled
itself within my brain as a permanent lodger- a conviction, a feeling rather
than a thought defined, and I had but little difficulty in associating an easy-chair
which I had come to place in a certain position for my expected visitor, with
his presence.

Indian
summer had passed, and the fall was nearly gone when for some inexplicable reason
the number seven began to haunt me. What had I to do with seven, or seven with
me? When I sat down at night this persistent number mixed itself in my thoughts,
to my intense annoyance. Bother take the mystic numeral! What was I to do with
seven? I found myself asking this question audibly one evening, when it suddenly
occurred to me that I would refer to the date of my friend's visit. I kept no
journal, but reference to a record of some business transactions that I had
associated with that event showed that it took place on November seventh. That
settled the importunate seven! I should look for whomever he was on the first
anniversary of his visit, which was the seventh, now close at hand. The instant
I had reached this conclusion the number left me, and troubled me no more.

November
third had passed, the fourth, and the fifth had come, when a stubborn, protesting
notion entered my mind that I was yielding to a superstitious idea, and that
it was time to control my vacillating will. Accordingly on this day I sent word
to a friend that, if agreeable to him, I would call on him on the evening of
the seventh for a short social chat, but as I expected to be engaged until later
than usual, would he excuse me if I did not reach his apartments until ten?
The request was singular, but as I was now accounted somewhat odd, it excited
no comment, and the answer was returned, requesting me to come. The seventh
of November came at last. I was nervous during the day, which seemed to drag
tediously, and several times it was remarked of me that I seemed abstracted
and ill at ease, but I held my peace. Night came cold and clear, and the stars
shone brighter than usual, I thought. It was a sharp contrast to the night of
a year ago. I took an early supper, for which I had no appetite, after which
I strolled aimlessly about the streets, revolving how I should put in the time
till ten o'clock, when I was to call upon my friend. I decided to go to the
theater, and to the theater I went. The play was spectacular, " Aladdin;
or, The Wonderful Lamp." The entertainment, to me, was a flat failure,
for I was busy with my thoughts, and it was not long until my thoughts were
busy with me, and I found myself attempting to answer a series of questions
that finally became embarrassing. " Why did you make an appointment for
ten o'clock instead of eight, if you wished to keep away from your apartments?"
I hadn't thought of that before; it was stupid to a degree, if not ill-mannered,
and I frankly admitted as much. " Why did you make an appointment at all,
in the face of the fact that you not only expected a visitor, but were anxious
to meet him?" This was easily answered: because I did not wish to yield
to what struck me as superstition. " But do you expect to extend your call
until morning ?" Well, no, I hadn't thought or arranged to do so. "
Well, then, what is to prevent your expected guest from awaiting your return?
Or, what assurance have you that he will not encounter you in the street, under
circumstances that will provoke or, at the least, embarrass you?" None
whatever." Then what have you gained by your stupid perversity?" Nothing,
beyond the assertion of my own individuality. " Why not go home and receive
your guest in becoming style?" No; I would not do that. I had started on
this course, and I would persevere in it. I would be consistent. And so I persisted,
at least until nine o'clock, when I quit the theater in sullen dejection, and
went home to make some slight preparation for my evening call.

With
my latch-key I let myself into the front door of the apartment house wherein
I lodged, walked through the hall, up the staircase, and paused on the threshold
of my room, wondering what I would find inside. Opening the door I entered,
leaving it open behind me so that the light from the hallway would shine into
the room, which was dark, and there was no transom above the door. The grate
fire had caked into a solid mass of charred bituminous coal, which shed no illumination
beyond a faint red glow at the bottom, showing that it was barely alive, and
no more. I struck a match on the underside of the mantel shelf, and as I lit
the gas I heard the click of the door latch. I turned instantly; the door had
been gently closed by some unknown force if not by unseen hands, for there was
no breath of air stirring. This preternatural interference was not pleasant,
for I had hoped in the event of another visit from my friend, if friend he was,
that he would bring no uncanny or ghostly manifestation to disturb me. I looked
at the clock; the index pointed to half past nine. I glanced about the room;
it was orderly, everything in proper position, even to the arm-chair that I
had been wont to place for my nondescript visitor. It was time to be going,
so I turned to the dressing case, brushed my hair, put on a clean scarf, and
moved towards the wash-stand, which stood in a little alcove on the opposite
side of the room. My self-command well-nigh deserted me as I did so, for there,
in the arm-chair that a moment before was empty, sat my guest of a year ago,
facing me with placid features! The room began to revolve, a faint, sick feeling
came over me, and I reeled into the first convenient chair, and covered my face
with my hands. This depression lasted but an instant, however, and as I recovered
self-possession, I felt or fancied I felt a pair of penetrating eyes fixed upon
me with the same mild, searching gaze I remembered so well. I ventured to look
up; sure enough, there they were, the beaming eyes, and there was he! Rising
from his chair, he towered up to his full height, smiled pleasantly, and with
a slight inclination of the head, murmured: " Permit me to wish you good
evening; I am profoundly glad to meet you again."

It was
full a minute before I could muster courage to answer " I wish I could
say as much for myself."
"
And why shouldn't you?" he said, gently and courteously; " you have
realized, for the past six months, that I would return; more than that- you
have known for some time the very day and almost the exact hour of my coming,
have even wished for it, and, in the face of all this, I find you preparing
to evade the requirements of common hospitality; are you doing either me or
yourself justice?"
I was
nettled at the knowledge he displayed of my movements, and of my very thoughts;
my old stubbornness asserted itself, and I was rude enough to say: " Perhaps
it is as you say; at all events, I am obligated to keep an engagement, and with
your permission will now retire."
It was
curious to mark the effect of this speech upon the intruder. He immediately
became grave, reached quietly into an inner pocket of his coat, drew thence
the same glittering, horrible, mysterious knife that had so terrified and bewildered
me a year before, and looking me steadily in the eye, said coldly, yet with
a certain tone of sadness: " Well, I will not grant permission. It is unpleasant
to resort to this style of argument, but I do it to save time and controversy."
I stepped
back in terror, and reached for the old-fashioned bell-cord, with the heavy
tassel at the end, that depended from the ceiling, and was on the point of grasping
and giving it a vigorous pull.
"
Not so fast, if you please," he said, sternly, as he stepped forward, and
gave the knife a rapid swish through the air above my head, causing the cord
to fall in a tangle about my hand, cut cleanly, high above my reach!
I gazed
in dumb stupor at the rope about my hand, and raised my eyes to the remnant
above. That was motionless; there was not the slightest perceptible vibration,
such as would naturally be expected. I turned to look at my guest; he had resumed
his seat, and had also regained his pleasant expression, but he still held the
knife in his hand with his arm extended, at rest, upon the table, which stood
upon his right.

"
Let us have an end to this folly," he said; " think a moment, and
you will see that you are in fault. Your error we will rectify easily, and then
to business. I will first show you the futility of trying to escape this interview,
and then we will proceed to work, for time presses, and there is much to do."
Having delivered this remark, he detached a single silvery hair from his head,
blew it from his fingers, and let it float gently upon the upturned edge of
the knife, which was still resting on the table. The hair was divided as readily
as had been the bell-cord. I was transfixed with astonishment, for he had evidently
aimed to exhibit the quality of the blade, though he made no allusion to the
feat, but smilingly went on with his discourse: " It is just a year ago
to-night since we first met. Upon that occasion you made an agreement with me
which you are in honor bound to keep, and " - here he paused as if to note
the effect of his words upon me, then added significantly-" will keep.
I have been at some pains to impress upon your mind the fact that I would be
here tonight. You responded, and knew that I was coming, and yet in obedience
to a silly whim, deliberately made a meaningless engagement with no other purpose
than to violate a solemn obligation. I now insist that you keep your prior engagement
with me, but I do not wish that you should be rude to your friend, so you had
better write him a polite note excusing yourself, and dispatch it at once."

I saw
that he was right, and that there was no shadow of justification for my conduct,
or at least I was subdued by his presence, so I wrote the note without delay,
and was casting about for some way to send it, when he said: " Fold it,
seal it, and address it; you seem to forget what is proper." I did as he
directed, mechanically, and, without thinking what I was doing, handed it to
him. He took it naturally, glanced at the superscription, went to the door which
he opened slightly, and handed the billet as if to some messenger who seemed
to be in waiting outside,- then closed and locked the door. Turning toward me
with the apparent object of seeing if I was looking, he deftly drew his knife
twice across the front of the door knob, making a deep cross, and then deposited
the knife in his pocket, and resumed his seat.

As soon
as he was comfortably seated, he again began the conversation: " Now that
we have settled the preliminaries, I will ask if you remember what I required
of you a year ago?" I thought that I did. " Please repeat it; I wish
to make sure that you do, then we will start fair."
"
In the first place, you were to present me with a manuscript ".
"
Hardly correct," he interrupted; " I was to acquaint you with a narrative
which is already in manuscript, acquaint you with it, read it to you, if you
preferred not to read it to me "-
"
I beg your pardon," I answered ; " that is correct. You were to read
the manuscript to me, and during the reading I was to interpose such comments,
remarks, or objections, as seemed proper; to embody as interludes, in the manuscript,
as my own interpolations, however, and not as part of the original."
I noted
afterward that the door-knob, which was of solid metal, was cut deeply, as though
made of putty.
"
Very good," he replied, " you have the idea exactly; proceed."
"
I agreed that when the reading had been completed, I would seal the complete
manuscript securely, deposit it in some safe place, there to remain for thirty
years, when it must be published."
"
Just so," he answered; " we understand each other as we should. Before
we proceed further, however, can you think of any point on which you need enlightenment?
If so, ask such questions as you choose, and I will answer them."
I thought
for a moment, but no query occurred to me; after a pause he said: " Well,
if you think of nothing now, perhaps hereafter questions will occur to you which
you can ask; but as it is late, and you are tired, we will not commence now.
I will see you just one week from to-night, when we will begin. From that time
on, we will follow the subject as rapidly as you choose, but see to it that
you make no engagements that will interfere with our work, for I shall be more
exacting in the future." I promised, and he rose to go. A sudden impulse
seized me, and I said: " May I ask one question?"
"
Certainly."
"
What shall I call you ?"
"
Why call me aught? It is not necessary in addressing each other that any name
be used."
"
But what are you?" I persisted.
A pained
expression for an instant rested upon his face, and he said, sadly, pausing
between the words: " I-Am-The-Man Who-Did-It."
"
Did what?"
"
Ask not; the manuscript will tell you. Be content, Llewellyn, and remember this,
that I-Am-The-Man."
So saying
he bade me good night, opened the door, and disappeared down the broad staircase.
One week
thereafter he appeared promptly, seated himself, and producing a roll of manuscript,
handed it to me, saying, " I am listening; you may begin to read."
On examination
I found each page to be somewhat larger than a sheet of letter paper, with the
written matter occupying a touch smaller space, so as to leave a wide white
border. One hundred pages were in the package. The last sentence ending abruptly
indicated that my guest did not expect to complete his task in one evening,
and, I may anticipate by saying that with each successive interview he drew
about the same amount of writing from his bosom. Upon attempting to read the
manuscript I at first found myself puzzled by a style of chirography very peculiar
and characteristic, but execrably bad. Vainly did I attempt to read it; even
the opening sentence was not deciphered without long inspection and great difficulty.
The old
man, whom I had promised that I would fulfill the task, observing my discomfiture,
relieved me of the charge, and without a word of introduction, read fluently
as follows:
A SEARCH
FOR KNOWLEDGE.- THE ALCHEMISTIC LETTER.

I am
the man who, unfortunately for my future happiness, was dissatisfied with such
knowledge as could be derived from ordinary books concerning semi-scientific
subjects in which I had long been absorbed. I studied the current works of my
day on philosophy and chemistry, hoping therein to find something tangible regarding
the relationship that exists between matter and spirit, but studied in vain.
Astronomy, history, philosophy and the mysterious, incoherent works of alchemy
and occultism were finally appealed to, but likewise failed to satisfy me. These
studies were pursued in secret, though I am not aware that any necessity existed
for concealment. Be that as it may, at every opportunity I covertly acquainted
myself with such alchemical lore as could be obtained either by purchase or
by correspondence with others whom I found to be pursuing investigations in
the same direction. A translation of Geber's " De Claritate Alchemiae,"
by chance came into my possession, and afterwards an original version from the
Latin of Boerhaave's " Elementa Chemix," published and translated
in 1753 by Peter Shaw. This magnificent production threw a flood of light upon
the early history of chemistry, being far more elaborate than any modern work.
It inspired me with the deepest regard for its talented author, and ultimately
introduced me to a brotherhood of adepts, for in this publication, although
its author disclaims occultism, is to be found a talisman that will enable any
earnest searcher after light to become a member of the society of secret "
Chemical Improvers of Natural Philosophy," with which I affiliated as soon
as the key was discovered. Then followed a systematic investigation of authorities
of the Alchemical School, including Geber, Morienus, Roger Bacon, George Ripley,
Raymond bully, Bernard, Count of Trevise, Isaac Hollandus, Arnoldus de la Villanova,
Faracelsus, and others, not omitting the learned researches of the distinguished
scientist, Llewellyn.

I discovered
that many talented men are still firm believers in the lost art of alchemy,
and that among the followers of the " thrice-famed Hermes " are to
be found statesmen, clergymen, lawyers, and scientific men who, for various
reasons, invariably conceal with great tact their connection with the fraternity
of adepts. Some of these men had written scientific treatises of a very different
character from those circulating among the members of our brotherhood, and to
their materialistic readers it would seem scarcely possible that the authors
could be tainted with hallucinations of any description, while others,
conspicuous
leaders in the church, were seemingly beyond occult temptation.

The larger
number, it was evident, hoped by studies of the works of the alchemists, to
find the key to the alkahest of Van Helmont, that is, to discover the Philosopher's
Stone, or the Elixir of Life, and from their writings it is plain that the inner
consciousness of thoughtful and scientific men rebelled against confinement
to the narrow bounds of materialistic science, within which they were forced
to appear as dogmatic pessimists. To them scientific orthodoxy, acting as a
weight, prohibited intellectual speculation, as rank heresy. A few of my co-laborers
were expert manipulators, and worked experimentally, following in their laboratories
the suggestions of those gifted students who had pored over precious old manuscripts,
and had attempted to solve the enigmatical formulas recorded therein, puzzles
familiar to students of Hermetic lore. It was thus demonstrated,- for what I
have related is history,- that in this nineteenth century there exists a fraternity,
the members of which are as earnest in their belief in the truth of Esoteric
philosophy, as were the followers of Hermes himself; savants who, in secret,
circulate among themselves a literature that the materialism of this selfsame
nineteenth century has relegated to the deluded and murky periods that produced
it.

One day
a postal package came to my address, this being the manner in which some of
our literature circulated, which, on examination, I found to be a letter of
instruction and advice from some unknown member of our circle. I was already
becoming disheartened over the mental confusion into which my studies were leading
me, and the contents of the letter, in which I was greatly interested, made
a lasting impression upon me. It seemed to have been circulating a long time
among our members in Europe and America, for it bore numerous marginal notes
of various dates, but each and every one of its readers had for one reason or
another declined the task therein suggested. From the substance of the paper,
which, written exquisitely, yet partook of the ambiguous alchemistic style,
it was evident that the author was well versed in alchemy, and, in order that
my position may be clearly understood at this turning point in a life of remarkable
adventure, the letter is appended in full:

THE ALCHEMISTIC
LETTER.
TO THE
BROTHER ADEPT WHO DARES TRY TO DISCOVER ZOROASTER'S CAVE, OR THE PHILOSOPHERS'
INTELLECTUAL ECHOES, BY MANS OF WHICH
THEY
COMMUNICATE TO ONE ANOTHER FROM THEIR CAVES.
Know
thou, that Hermes Trismegistus did not originate, but he gave to our philosophy
his name- the Hermetic Art. Evolved in a dim, mystic age, before antiquity began,
it endured through the slowly rolling cycles to be bandied about by the ever-ready
flippancy of nineteenth century students. It has lived, because it is endowed
with that quality which never dies- truth. Modern philosophy, of which chemistry
is but a fragment, draws its sustenance from the prime facts which were revealed
in ancient Egypt through Hermetic thought, and fixed by the Hermetic stylus.

"
The Hermetic allegories," so various in interpretable susceptibility, led
subsequent thinkers into speculations and experimentations, which have resulted
profitably to the world. It is not strange that some of the followers of Hermes,
especially the more mercurial and imaginative, should have evolved nebulous
theories, no longer explainable, and involving recondite spiritual considerations.
Know thou that the ultimate on psychochemical investigation is the proximate
of the infinite. Accordingly, a class came to believe that a projection of natural
mental faculties into an advanced state of consciousness called the " wisdom
faculty " constitutes the final possibility of Alchemy. The attainment
of this exalted condition is still believed practicable by many earnest savants.
Once on this lofty plane, the individual would not be trammelled by material
obstacles, but would abide in that spiritual placidity which is the exquisite
realization of mortal perfection. So exalted, he would be in naked parallelism
with Omniscience, and through his illuminated understanding, could feast his
soul on those exalted pleasures which are only less than deific.

Notwithstanding
the exploitings of a number of these philosophers, in which, by reason of our
inability to comprehend, sense seemed lost in a passage of incohesive dreamery
and resonancy of terminology, some of the purest spiritual researches the world
has ever known, were made in the dawn of history. The much abused alchemical
philosophers existed upon a plane, in some respects above the level of the science
of to-day. Many of them lived for the good of the world only, in an atmosphere
above the materialistic hordes that people the world, and toiling over their
crucibles and alembics, died in their cells " uttering no voice."
Take, for example, Firenaeus Philalethes, who, bore in 1623, lived contemporaneously
with Robert Boyle. A fragment from his writings will illustrate the purpose
which impelled the searcher for the true light of alchemy to record his discoveries
in allegories, and we have no right to question the honesty of his utterances:

"
The Searcher of all hearts knows that I write the truth; nor is there any cause
to accuse me of envy. I write with an unterrified quill in an unheard of style,
to the honor of God, to the profit of my neighbors, with contempt of the world
and its riches, because Elias, the artist, is already born, and now glorious
things are declared of the city of God. I dare affirm that I do possess more
riches than the whole known world is worth, but I can not make use of it because
of the snares of knaves. I disdain, loathe, and detest the idolizing of silver
and gold, by which the pomps and vanities of the world are celebrated. Ah! Filthy
evil! Ah! vain nothingness! Believe ye that I conceal the art out of envy? No,
verily, I protest to you; I grieve from the very bottom of my soul that we (
alchemists ) are driven like vagabonds from the face of the Lord throughout
the earth. But what need of many words? The thing that we have seen, taught,
and made, which we have, possess, and know, that we do declare; being moved
with compassion for the studious, and with indignation of gold, silver, and
precious stones. Believe me, the time is at the door, I feel it in spirit, when
we, adeptists, shall return from the four corners of the earth, nor shall we
fear any snares that are laid against our lives, but we shall give thanks to
the Lord our God. I would to God that every ingenious man in the whole earth
understood this science; then it would be valued only for its wisdom, and virtue
only would be had in honor."

Of course
there was a more worldly class, and a large contingent of mercenary impostors
( as science is always encumbered ), parasites, whose animus was shamefully
unlike the purity of true esoteric psychologists. These men devoted their li